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Friday, March 25, 2005

gOod fRiDaY

good friday...easter day...hahaha....supposely...going shopping ..going out...yet..im lying on bed...except...now...blogging...haiz...everytime like that....exams is around the corner then i sure fall sick...fever..flu..sore throat...cough...giddy...don know is it exam stress...hahaha...sianz..lo...i was sick on thur..after coming back from school...i feel cold but my body was hot...then who knows...measure my temperature..my temperature was 38...37.2....36...then i thought it was ok...then it rises again in the middle of the night..38.3...haiz...i thought i got dengue fever cos my temperature keep fluctuating ....somemore..monday i want to follow papa go cemetery to pray ah-gong..cos i brought forward monday test..then in the evening still gt TQM test...kaoz...really...jialet...so after struggling through the the test at 8am...i went home to rest and went to see doctor...my temperature was 38.9...i thought i asked doc..am i having dengue fever...then he said that dengue fever will have red spot...whew~ scare me lo...when i reach school at 5pm for the test know what? E bought me a herbal tea...he wanted to pass to me when i walking past him...so bad...i was so gan chiong n paiseh...i quickly...said huh? dont want la...i walk away....this make him really paiseh...bad rite??..so sorry lo.....kanna..suay by C.....n...KQ...

saying about KQ n C...this two best best buddies...gd lo...on tuesday...they hor..scared n frightened me in the toilet...i always the last to come out from the toilet..one...so that day they said they waited for me outside...and i really heard the door was closed and i didnt know that they were still in the toilet lo...C hide in one of the cubicles and KQ hide behind the door...after coming out from toilet..i was combing my hair..and i feel that something was watching me...i feel uneasy then i turned and looked in the mirror reflection...i saw a head sticking out...like sadako...thats KQ la...wah...she made me sCREAMMMMmm like helll!!!!!! C then come out from the cubicle lo...both of them laughing non-stop..bad lo.....u two ar...bad lo.....hahahaha..reali frightened me lei.......

sign off~ going to rest

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

tUesdaY

time to blog again.....kaoz...let me vent out something before i starts..that bitch 'F***" her la...she thinks she's big meh...ya...her two sagging papaya lo...idiotic lo...i helped papa to change his hp...cos he wants true tones..then ying change wif him....after changing i want to tell him then i think he had fallen asleep liao then i want to left a note for him then i didnt close the door mah...just a few sec nia lo...that bitch make noise...she really thinks that she the 'nu zhu ren' shit u la...never think n imagine lo...never will u be replace OK!!!!...argh...spoilt spot....

sunday i visit him...not knowing am i too sensitive??? just like what i told joey-sis i can sense that he wasnt that happy but he tried to make himself appear to be normal..but i really can sense it....i didnt ask him why by writing to him...hope that he will reply me...or...no need since he will be coming out soon...as his chances are quite high...yuppiee!!!!i have read joey-sis's blog..wahahah...ya..im happy when he said that im his 'siao' eh...but knowing that he got no choice mah...anyway im contented liao...seriously.....since the day he said he will be coming out soon...i start to have a very hard time at night...i know everyone says don too much hope...yes..i know..but who dont?? right..???i couldnt sleep at night...my mind keep playing a fool on me...making me feeling soo terrible...haiz...why am i so weak??? weakling...!!! i always think that life is sooo unfair...it will never to fair one...if u r born suay then forever suay lo...if not, u r lucky...haiz...some people r given many many chances yet they don cherish it...and some people...no matter how hard they tried and willing to change le...and they r NOT GIVEN A SINGLE CHANCE.....unfair....im really worried...i dont want to have the same experience and those emotional feelings that i had encountered...in 2003....its terrible...sometimes i wonder if i had the chance to fetch him that day...should i go?? if you r me...will u go??? of cos! i m the most willing one...but i scare he might think that im stressing him or trying to show what??? n if im able to go but i choose not to...i will sure regret..n just like J said...she will be touched if someone do this to her....well...touched is one of them but i don want him to think ......haiz...sianz...well..im very glad that my sis...frenz-KQ..C..J.....joey-sis n baby-sis..all of them keep encouraging me...helping me...especially B-sis..actually i thought we had drfit apart le...yet never lo...she keeps supporting me...and that night at 4y drinking then i know she's still so concern about me...and we really had many things in similar...

this week...quite slag...can relax...n...exams coming liao.....streSSsss again??? hahaha..good luck to all my frenz.....

sign off~ revising TQM..write to ah koh..cheer up man!!

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

SatUrDaY....

wow~im tired...damn shag....just reached home not long ago...from morning till now never get a chance have a break....except in the train n eating dinner wif S...W and his gf_J..and S...let's start in the morning...15 minutes late for work.....luckily...doc didnt scold...n today is a bad day...cos the schedule really damn packed..appointment patient is already that much liao still got....walk-in..call-in...one....whew~ tired...but sometimes having such practice is a good thing as i can test myself...today got a patient_female...she's having toothache...she had decay tooth and one wisdom tooth which had already badly infected and she cant eat...OooouCChhh!!! pain lo...n.....me..alone got to help in the surgery...oh no!!! i had not attend to such things since last year...then now....at first i was quite panicked...cos the new gal had mixed up the instruments.....hahaha...god is on my side....i found that!!! so 'heng' lo...then i started to prep that patient and myself....i thought i couldn't make it...but after 20 minutes..doc started the stitch and me to cut it...and guess what he said???? "good, nice job" wahahaha...happy!!!!!! happy because for so long i didnt get the chance to help in surgery then today just got it and was being praised somemore...wee..u.....wee.....wahahaha...well...move on to evening...finally...meet up with..S...W...J....S.....another gathering .....having dinner together at hot plate restaurant..._bugis...yummy!!!....n...SINFUL...i had taken rice...that CARBOHYDRATES!!!! oh no!!!!!!!! i take abit....no choice cos gathering mah.....bought a mascara from sasa..it wasn't anna sui.... :( this month really broke liao....i had a pathetic pay for february_didnt work that much..cs of projects n test..im broke this month....sad lo...NO SHOPPING...NO NEW CLOTHES.....STILL SO FAT!!!!!! saying about this outing..i damn sad lo...my fren...S..u gd la...'suan' me...i cant use the word_humiliate_cos it wasnt that serious..know what he said?? he said that he 'pang seh' me for awhile and see got guys approach me anot..kaoz...damn bad rite??? trying to 'suan' me....sad lo..i know im that fat n ugly but no need to say till like that rite?? argh~~ angry lo...better don think..wait think till my wrinkles all come out...when people trie sto hurt me or provoke me i will try to be strong or even hack care cos like that they sure....go mad......

sis's birthday coming soon..nono....it wasn't normal party..nor celebration..it's her 21st BIRTHDAY.....funny rite...??? so far 8 people who is going to attend her birthday party..are my frenz...basically..our frenz are the same...maybe mine bigger than hers by only..abit cos i got outside frenz...watever...(out of topic)...im going to make a extra extra 'L' size card for sis...hahaha..writing all the 'bad' n 'good' things about her....and i will hang it at the chalet..once people enters in can read ...hahaha..it may be ugly...but it's something that is very meaningful......!!!joey-sis 's birthday coming soon...but what a coincidence...falls before our 1st paper...haiz....

sign off~ write to ah koh...i mmmiissssssss u~

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Friday, March 18, 2005

fRidaY

yo..it's friday....so fast...times passes damn fast...know on wednesday...me n KQ went to concourse to get paper bag and gift wrapping for our ccvm project...n....we really get ourselves into a big joke...wahahahaha...now then i know im not the only 'mountain tortoise' hahahaha...we took the WRONGbus given by A...no.147.....to concourse...ended up we dropped off at little india...really scared...wahahah...not familiar n was surrounded by 'ah nei nei'...n worst still...that smell~ coconut oil!!!!! wah!!! really buay tahan....that moment we really thought that we had overshot the bus stop..so we dropped off n decided to across over to go back...after walking for a distance..i told KQ that...it is an ONE way road..oh...shit... KQ very funny lo....she like so scare then grabbed my arms...hahahhaa...then we go to the nearest station...farrer park to board to lavender then to concourse...wahahah...both sotong... reali blur lo....we ended class at 2pm n reached home ard 6++..hahaha...somemore on our way back..KQ still said that she saw the place is juz that we missed that stop..but when we take a look..we realised that there is no bus no.147...hahaha...she ar......really had fun!!!!

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

tuEsDaY

hahaha...so.happy...relieved!!!! whew~ i really enjoyed this few days...sooo...happy...despite of all sickening projects..tests..pathetic..attachment job...hahaha..enjoyed being with my love frenz....KQ...C...J...*thumb up* thanks!!! frenz of dap..reali cheered me up...yeah! tqm presentation finish le...that JY reali so yucks! know what she did to KQ..C..J...n me??? 1st i got to make clear of this...we are not biased we gave each other full marks for peer evaluation except for her...she didnt contributed much..late for combining the project and didnt meet up for project and treat us like fools ok...we kept calling her and giving all sorts of lame excuses!!! LAME lo... she said she was in the toilet when we tried calling her..each of us at least gave her 2 missed calls...hey!!! hello please lah...brush up on ur lies before telling an expert ok!!! don treat me like a 3 years old kid ho bo? u think wat cos u know u got no frenz and by looking at the phone gt missed calls from us..u r able to console urself meh??? well...im not trying to be mean to u...but dont u think u are too much..we didnt discriminate u hor...is u r being too sensitive to think that whole class are against you...never will i said that i tok to u cos i pity u..thats bad!!! but i think that u should change your behaviour...attitude..i also tried to tok to u nicely...but it just dont work....haiz...u had provoked us!!! we give u at least 25/30 and wat u gave us??? 10+++/30 u buay paiseh meh??? we did put in alot of eefort in this project ok....!!! luckily...i can said that teacher is on our side...she don believe u...and wat u told her??? u know it urself....

hahaha...today we enjoyed our presentation...Ouch!!!...i got two blisters on my foot and KQ got it too...so pain..that heels la...haiz...interesting things coming up....during our presentation...can u imagine that JY can said Sorry..sorry....i dont know what she said but i just know that by doing this..everyone will notice ur mistake..nvm...who don make mistake rite...??? wat funny was...before having oour MR test...KQ..J..me...n..C were in FC6 studying and memorising MR ...then...comes the gOsSIPs!!!! who ar? wat?? where?? then??? our topic was on JY...angry wif the peer evaluation marks she gave us n saying about her...n..J suddenly said this that make all of us...laughed n giggled like mad!!! she said that while i was presentating that time...she approached J n asked her something..J thought she wants to ask something important and yet she asked" every morning u got iron ur hair ar???" wahahah~~~~ can u imagine that moment...so nervous yet she can popped out question like that...oh!!!hehe...hahahah...wahahahah!!! happy that the 4 of us really enjoyed this few days..hope that we will continue to enjoy each other's company.....

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mOndaY

haiz....shit!!! got a warning letter for my ccvm...just as i thought...but i didnt expected it to be so fast...that lindsay thang...aiya...got my attchment job le...is at robinson...with the pathetic pay of $500/mth....eEEEeee..i don like it....but i don think i can appeal...haiz...reali...disappointing...just like wat kq n i think....hahaha..great mind think alike...wahahaha...reali lo...sometime when u don wan something it will turn out to be urs...n when u wanted sooo much ....it never be urs...anyway just a job..take it lor...but hor...haiz...i found something strange...saw my classmates like having cold war...L sit alone....and A and E were together...they quarrel? project conflicts?....i noe L u will read my blog..if u happen to read pls don be offended...and if u r having problems...u can have my ears....cheer up! =P...tml gt MR test yet im still blogging..hahaha...haiz...so sianz...met M in the train..telling me giving tution..to primary school kids..make me sooo interested...aha~ maybe when doc goes to Australia...then i shall....???? miss ah koh again!!!!!

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

tHuRsDaY

yes!!..FMA test over liao!!! yeah!! woo~ my load is lighter now...next is the MR....then TQM...siao liao la...today FMA reali that hard..everyone was saying that this CA is reali....that COGS teacher still says that his tips for the test is to study everything..ya..cher...abit cold lei...another funny but very systematic kind of teacher...(go by book) haiz...hope that MR wont torture me too much...actuali i can say serve me rite...hahaha..cos who asked me to skip lesson then cant cope...anyway..i need 'his' encouragement..!! as usual i had sent him letters...3 for this week....hahaha...

tuesday...i was so shocked that E apologised for last tue of being rude...opps!! didnt know that he got my blog...oh..oh...embarrassing..paiseh.....anyway..i juz turned back to do my things....kq looked at me and looked back too...hehe.....

hey..look at our photos..the role play for HRM project...

hey..who's that??? chris..my rival in role play..acting as kelvin..hahaha...keep smiling...she's really enjoying it...

then wat about this?? hahah KQ-->manager??? what u're looking at??? waiting for me???..hahaha..and Joyce (in white) our narrator...

yeah!! thats me!! look so fat...see my chubby face...so irritating!!! hahaha..that moment i was really nervous...n now then realised my expression was like that..when i get nervous

these 2 shots is for our ccvm project...another one helping SP to promote its perfume..haiz...want to capture a nice one...yet..seems like its far away from there.... but i already tried my best liao le...

signing off~missing ah koh!!!!!......

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Monday, March 07, 2005

mOndaY~

ya...people always say monday blues..that right...so sianz...today i skipped my lesson...i don even know how many times i have been skipping it..._lost count lo....being a gd gal having breakfast wif my papa...(excuse!) hahaha...after that reach sch ard 11 plus..n start practising our roles ....enjoying being that 'danny' role hahaha...during ccvm J asked me whether i need to rush my portfolio..ya..indeed i want but time don allow..maybe till projects finish..then i start to do bit by bit lo...i don wish to disappoint ah koh...hehehe...just wondering wat he will give that greedy dog....

back to me...why some people never appreciated frenz...why would they think of wat and wat??? sometimes i feel that when i treat this person gd...and this person will take me for granted...never appreciated wat i have done....i noe sometime my attitude is abit bad..why thats human nature wat...so wat...cant they be understanding??? read my frenz's blog..seems like im not being appreciated before...wa...damn sad...y like this...am i that bad....n worse till people who i had neglected..treat me well...care for me...bother to msg me...when i need help...y????? im reali lost at this moment...i don wish to lose frenz.....i need them.......help!!!!! help.....!!!! im too stress wif my life.....

signing off~do tutorial...slp..maybe do revision

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

.....sUndaY....

finally finished my course...wahahha..hope that i had more assignments....juz came back frm town..after dining wif money, jack..and felisee...we had a great time at that restaurant...laughing like mad..giggling all the way....yesterday i was suppose to join my frenz at yew tee for drinking end up decided not to go...but having the urge to drink i asked baby-jie out..to 4y...drink n drink..vent ..vent...everything out...feel that only when i drink then i got the courage to tell ppl my things...hahaha...there is a few times i almost cried out when i was telling bb-jie my things...but trying hard not to..cos i promise i wil be strong!!!! she really understands me well...n she kept saying why didnt i told her earlier....hahaha...really touched by her words yesterday...i even asked her will we continue to be like this if ah koh nv choose me...her reply was so firm and really makes me good...end our session ard 3+++ enjoy that....

hands off keyboard~doing project...revision...slp..zzzZZzz...

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Friday, March 04, 2005

monday......to....thursday...

had been thinking and wanted to blog from monday till now...cos being tied up by all toopid bo liao projects...!! don noe wat the school doing...so rush...like racing lo...cut our term break liao still rush us in projects and TESTS!!!! somemore, after the test liao...EXAMS will be waiting ahead for us....crazy school....wait me..KQ and Chris yi ba zhang gen ni "slap" xia qu...

..feel that E reali that bad n rude cos i always use to disturb him ma..so on tue, as usual..but he asked me to shut up..wa...abit harsh lei...but today we chat online n i do apologise to him_regarding the project...asked him to stay back ended up not doing it...

feeling better..cos G finally knows what i mean and he will be my loyal supporter instead of....hahaha..thats great lo...after so long....really understands...hehehe..got to tell ah koh this...tml is the face-to-face visit liao..but i wont have the chance to go..nvm..i wont feel that bad cos i have visited him this month...so busy this week so haven't write to him yet..i think it goes the same for him..cos i didnt receive his as well...:(

actually..i know that KQ was angry with me or sort of not hapi cos i think my attitude when i told her tulong n she keep saying wudong...hahaha....then sometimes u may raise ur voice without noticing it...then i realised it when i sensed that things not right and her expression changed..then being soooo paiseh...cant apologise to her_feel weird if i do that...then want to msg her but i may provoke her again if i do that..so pretend nothing happened..n so feeling guilt right now and i know she will be reading it .. SORRY~(my attitude)

yesterday..i noticed that my teeth have some changes cos i saw my cast before i put on braces..reali so ugly and now finally straigten up liao and reali eager to remove it asap...well..quite happy with it..while having mix feeling....i feel so sad for doc..he's going to sell his clinic liao..as he's going to join his wife...so meaning that im losing job...feeling sad for him_saw him uploading his pics into the computer and i just asked him hw's A then he replied fine and started telling me that he missed his kids...haiz..kind of pity him_love ones not by his side....while telling KQ..her feeling was 'u pity him ar..then when he scold u lei' hahaha..still gt frenz that defend for me...*xin fu* hehe...Chris told me she had read my blog..and mentioned that POP thing oh..oh..thought that she might feel bad...angry!!!..or sad~..but to me she react as it's a small matter..whew~ luckily...anyway don get offended la..hehe..i noe u will read til this part one..chris...hahaha...i know u wil disturb me in school when u read it...right?? thanks..to Chris..though sometimes i tends to neglect her but when im feeling down...it's so coincidence that she haven slp n she will comfort me...not forgetting that night..wheni cried so badly...

signing off~ writing to ah koh..studying for CSB...slping

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